the enduring of the 2 wk have finally ended.......so pleased.......haha now looking forward to the trip that been planned long ago...........book tic have have plan for it liao.....gen de birthday also wont crash wif it.....hehe

hmm......u all onli excited in the band i m in....not the song i play here......so sad........haha haiz........................feeling like the heavy weight on my shoulder had been lifted..............

another day of the wk..........feeling really bored.......but nothing can be done............when the day goes by....the tot getting more n more.....

erh nowaday ppl making their own band......my friend n i also got a band......called 胖胖糖......got a new nick name.......although i not the fatest......they called me thunder fat as 雷胖......cos of my super big thigh haha........than there is 可爱胖, 俊胖, 肥胖, 大胖 and 一点都不胖.............dunno y they called me so called the leader.......than we got practice dance la....but dunno for who to see..........siao de

song Say OK by Vanessa Hudgens!!

thanks u hL.....hmm tis wk short wk again......i actually forgot today is my cousin wedding......tml i got duty........so cant go to her wedding dinner........i promise my mother that since i cant go to the dinner, i will go to their hse to congrat them........but dunno y i m at home alone.........haiz

i may not be home for 2 wk.......my critical time of my place.........the veri final thing i going to sweat for............physically stress out.....hope nothing nonsense pop out and make me go crazy........

my bank left wif nothing since i got my pay.........how many days pass onli.........haiz money, work, life......................wanna stop thinking abt anything and follow the tot i wanna follow from the song...............

haiz......tire again......still got things to do that making me have to leave my hse earlier and longer......i m sick and tire of all this already.....lucky is going to end veri veri soon........if it dun.....i goin to go down on depression liao......another month to go and i can fly liao

watch sing to the dawn.......the storyline not bad....juz that the anime not veri gd.........i feel sad when watching the show.......now i understand the diff of singapore edition and other edition...........

trying to get close but being push away..........nv wanna step close but it come even closer like nothing is there to stop it...........cannot be understand......like magnet but wat if i break that....will it be better?

y have to be like that......i book out once a wk and have to go through this every wk..........i dunno how long i can take it........ppl ask me to look back and understand........wat!!! i cant......juz cant understand wat is needed.......

is meeting that impt? i guess so.....there nothign wrong and somethin keep coming out of nowhere.......that y going genting and taiwan.............alone? relaxation is needed for now......nothing is wrong juz my attitude, my character, my way of treating of ppl..............everythin my fault............

song by Troy & Gabriella ~ Gotta Go My Own Way

I gotta say what's on my mind

something about us

doesn't seem right these days

life keeps getting in the way

whenever we try,somehow the plan

is always rearranged

it's so hard to say

but I've gotta do what's best for me

you'll be ok..

I've got to move on and be who I am

I just don't belong here

I hope you understand

we might find our place in this world

someday

but at least for now

I gotta go my own away

don't wanna leave it all behind

but I give my hopes up

and I watch them fall everytime

another colour turns to grey

and it's just too hard to watch it all

slowly fade away

I'm leaving today

'cause I've gotta do what's best for me

you'll be ok..

I've got to move on and be who I am

I just don't belong here

I hope you understand

we might find our place in this world

someday

but at least for now

I gotta go my own away

what about us?

what about everything we've been

through?

what about trust?

you know I never wanted to hurt you

and what about me?

what am I supposed to do?

I gotta leave but I'll miss you

(I'll miss you)

so...

I've got to move on and be who I am

(why do you have to go?)

I just don't belong here

I hope you understand

(I'll try to understand)

we might find our place in this world

someday

but at least for now

(I want you to stay)

I wanna go my own way

I've got to move on and be who I am

(what about us?)

I just don't belong here

I hope you understand

(I'll try to understand)

we might find our place in this world someday

(world someday)

but at least for now

I gotta go my own away

I gotta go my own away

I gotta go my own away