hello!! haiz! i finally can relax. been having some slpless days. yesterday was my school CCN day. i forgot abt the full name of the event but is some carnival. its to help the ppl in need, earn some cash for them.

everything started 2 week ago when we decided to make cookies in "M" hse. after all the discussion, sat is the first day we went "M" hse to start the first batch of cookies making after we got some order and money from our customer.

alot of thing have to be done b4 go start the baking. first is buy all the things we need. like the ingredient, entertainment and food(that's for me). the ingredient is flour, butter, caster sugar, choco chip and eggs.

i not going into the making of the dough la, is abit too wu liao. after making the dough, we make the first batch of big cookies for the order. i make the icing for the writing of wording for the big cookies. everyone in the group tot i veri good in making cookies cos i work in famous amos but i m not. i not superman. i can onli trail and error to make them happy. haha. sat we do some of the cookies and wasted lot of time due to the waiting of cookies baking. as we got onli 1 oven. aft that day, some of us decided not to go home and went study together. there "B" and "P". we send "P" home while "B" drive "P" home wif me along. "P" take 10 min to take a bath and take all the book we need. after that, "B" send me home to bath and pick my things up. soon after, we reach "B" hse. he went to bath while we wait in the living room. that time was abt 1230 in the morning. no one was tire at that time. when "B" is out, tot that we leaving, he took out some food in the kitchen where "B" mother cook for him as dinner."B" took the food to the living room where we was sitting then he sit near us and start eating.

aft "B" dinner, we went off to.........coffee shop for supper. haha aft supper, really went to study. for abt 2 and a half hrs. aft that we went prawning!!!! haha. for abt 1hrs plus. go back "B" hse to collect some item and the back to "M" hse. (i skip some part of the story. i getting tire of typing).

went we reach "M" hse, everone start to get tire. "C" was no where to be found. he been called back to camp for moblisation which we dunno until that evening. so we start off wif out him. do and do and do, ppl start to fall aslp. left wif "M" and me doing the cookies. that day was "M" birthday too. so during the nitez, we celebrated "M" birthday wif her parent. aft that we went off. i also went home to slp.

monday, we delivery the cookies to sch and send out all the order for that day. aft that day, i got even more order. comment was the cookies is nice, the cookies is beautiful. so we make other arrangement to to bake the cookies. this time was in "C" hse. due to some unforeseen circumstances, we took awhile to start making cookies. i was working when thing happened. i didn ask much. when i reach there, thing get rolling already. so i join in and continue the cookies in the making. everyone have e math quiz in the morning but i dun as i exempted.we went to sch. i didn wan to take the quiz but since i in sch, just muz as well take the test. it cause no harm to me.

aft sch, we all went home. too slpy. fall aslp when i didn notice. when i woke up, i realise some homework need to be submited on fri. i start my work when i woke up from my nap. is abt 7plus. of cos i took my dinner. when i finish, the time is 4am. i quickly rush to my bed and slp. "P" was working in the homework too. we helped each other though the net.

since the first lesson is math, i skip that hrs and went sch b4 the next class start. feeling so tire, actually skip some of the lecture on that day. aft school when to make cookies again. make them till morning again. go sch, there, the event reach the climate. sold out all the cookies of my group hard work. veri well done. got some profit. now still need me to finish counting the expenses. i haven start the counting. i m too tire till i actually late for work today. nvm, at least now i m here typing haha.

hello once again. it's rare for me to be online at this time. just got to finish the work that the lecturer give us. i starting to wonder, am i really fit to work and study now? before the school start i been looking forward to work. now the school start, i felt more willing to go school then work. actually i scare of going to work. when i go work, i think of my homework, the time i wasted on working for that extra cash. if i dun get a GPA of 4 in this sem, i dunno wat action i will take to improve my study. someday ago, i really hope that weekend dun come. cos i will focus more on work then homework. somemore the term test coming. i dunno wat i going to do. christmas coming too. i got no time for my friends, girlfriend.

maybe quiting is a good idea but where can i get money from? my mother? i dun wish to. it been 6yrs of working and living on my own. no extra cash, got work got money, no work no money. maybe i shd go back NTUC to work. it may not be that stressful and i can plan my schedule as i like.

if i do that, then effort from steven will gone to waste. he intro me to this job and i promise to work till i finish poly. if i quit now, i feel guilty.

PRIDE, TIME, MONEY. i can't lose 1 of them. i can't be selfish. will see how it work out after the my school CCN Day.

it's been so long since i blog. notice alot of people been dropping by my blog to check if there any update. thanks for the support haha. as most people know that i have start schooling in Temask Poly. it's have been quite fun in the school. laughter and more laughter in the class.

i actually felt scare of not coping with my study. i have to work and study. this time is different from my ITE life. the life here is more stressful then what i can imagine. for example, i went to engineering mathematics class and the lecturer give a few question to do after the explaination. i thought i can do it easily as usual BUT i was stunt when i look at the question. i stare at the paper for about 2 minutes. the lecturer saw me looking at the paper and doing nothing then came to me to help in the question. i can understand the question and i seen the question before. just that i can't get my brain working to solve that simple question. i am so disappointed in myself.

i am so frustrated by this. Everytime the same thing happen to me. is it true that all father have more expectation toward sons. they like to find son fault to say lo.

yesterday went to darlin house for dinner. before that went to have movie at golden village. after the movie went to meet darlin's mother who wanted to buy things in supermarket. met Andrew and Zhuo Jie buying bee hoon for dinner in the supermarket. all of a sudden, talk about playing badminton. after dinner at darlin house, went to have badminton session. haven't been working out for long so sure got muscle ache.

this morning really can't wake up due to the exercise. been slacking at home since its muscle is aching. JUST NOW told my mother about the muscle aching. HE quickly walk over and ask WHY!! my mother of cause say the matter to HIM. HIS comment is "OF CAUSE LA, STAY AT HOME PLAY COMPUTER THEN PLAY PS2." "LIE DOWN THEN DO NOTHING OF CAUSE MUSCLE ACHE LO." I'm so pissed lo. i sure talk back ma, saying:"I YESTERDAY WENT FOR BADMINTON SESSION." "MUSCLE OF CAUSE ACHING LA. THINK I DO NOTHING MEH!!" "NEXT TIME GOT ANYTHING I DON'T SAY BETTER LA." felt so AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

i super super suay!! haven't so suay before. thursday lost my keys, ytd break my thumb drive and today sure kana 4D de. kns so angry lo. lost key already very emo liao then come the breaking of my thumb drive. how to work? in the end, have to buy new thumb drive. btw every1 rmb dun buy toshiba de thuimb drive. got alot of problem and it break easily.

how's the life of the soulless mate? i have a tiring wk. tot i can have a wonderful wk end. i was planning to slp for the whole Sunday but there some other plan spoil the plan of mine. it's ok for me.

since Monday, got a new job. working in TP now. helping to change all the lecturer comp in the staff room. start in engineering school. all of the female lecturer will tok to me abt myself. asking me to continue study in TP, then giving me suggestion for course i wanna take and all la. they willing to help me to get to second yrs in TP. feel so honour haha. there some male lecturer will be more erh...what we called naughty(hokkien). they will be more demanding then female lo. there a particular lecturer is like veri typically singaporean. this and that he wan. luckily i not the 1 doing his comp changing. yah btw, first day work, i got to do my first comp in 3 hrs. at the end of the day, i finish 3 comp. there another guy wif me, same as me first day of work. he onli got 2 comp done in 1 day. then the next day i hear be being sack. cos he too slow!!!

tues got another came. he is even faster then me. but too bad monday i counted as a confirm temp liao. done a total of 16 comp. have to finish 440 comp in a month. if can do it, there a incentive for the team. hope we can make it lo. hope all the lecturer be more obedient and follow wat we ask them to do.

ytd quite tire. i got up iin the morning for driving lesson. at abt 1330 meet jy and jacin for lunch b4 going to zz de commission parde. as usual jy late la but nvm lo. haiz!!! went to eat duck rice and have some dessert. abt 1430, meet zz's mother and she's late haha. nvm, we got onto the train, and i fall aslp lo. i rmb while i slping got knock into some1 else too. bo bian too tire. when reach boon lay, i wake up automatically. i scare they leave me alone. we reach at abt 1535. it's too early so we when for dessert again.

took taxi into safti. there bus for us to go to the parade square. we reach the parade square at 1700. the parade start at 1741. happy to see zz being commission. i realise that in loyang 5a1, zz is the onli 1 go for ocs and he the kind of anti drills and uniform de ppl de lo. haiz!!!

aft the parade got dinner wif all the officer.

jy got paranoid thoughout the day. can't control her. zz invited her for the parade but she gone missing when we r ask to put rank for the officer. she totally dun care abt zz lo. her mind onli got yd. haiz we all understand ritez. so nvm lo haha.

my hse pipe leak. cleaning up the toilet and kitchen today. so on the 18th, the contractor can start working in the toilet.

everyone enjoying wkend? i not really enjoying. btw i got a new job already. i not going to IT show this thurs. i work under my sister company. at a temp part time. its project base lo. so i going TP tml to start my work in the company. my job scope is juz do some comp stuff and its done. haha

title: This Is Real, This Is Me
song by: Joe Jonas & Demi Lovato

oh!!! my 150th posts haha! that's called for a celebration. hmm ok was totally sick out here. think cannot get used to be at home for so long. erh, yes everyone going ORD in 4days. somehow happy and rather lost. what m i going to do? hehe, got a job in tampines 1 shopping centre.

got a called ytd asking me to go Toa Payoh for interview. i actually went to the wrong building and almost late for the interview. lucky i clever enough to walk around the place and find the correct address.

got to the building at abt 1300hrs. get interview at abt 1313hrs. nvm the waiting. erh, got a little chat wif the boss. actually the boss the most is 5 yrs older then me onli lo. veri veri young. he ask me abt wat u like abt this job. haha, when he ask tis qns, i was stunt. cannot ans him. luckily, a contracter asking to tok to him. so the subject was dropped. the boss ask me to job them in sorting out the goods for the up coming IT show. so i will appear in the IT show. if any1 wanna buy WII, PS3, new editing of psp that juz crack abt 3 days ago, i think can get a cheap price. juz rmb to find me at tenchi company in IT show.

k still feeling not veri good since sunday. i even skipped my driving lesson. i really cannot tahan the pain. then ytd i notice, i onli got 3 more lesson to my TP. i have to wait till i recover b4 calling my instructor.

its been awhile since i blogged liao. the life of slacking everyday is drawing to an end. time to pay back to the economy liao. i started looking for job since last week. the result of the job search is not veri good.


in my mind i wanna work in "Home Fix" at Tampines 1 shopping centre. when i went over there, the staff told me that their interview is not done there. they give me the address of the interview place. when i see look at the address, i was really stunned. i didn't noe where is tt place. so i chose not to go for the interview. since i was bored, i started walking around the shopping centre for other jobs.


i saw "Challenger". thought their interview will be at there. so i walk in and ask the cashier. the cashier is a china lady. English not veri good but can understand. she told me that their interview is at Funan the IT mail. so i gave up looking for job there. then i saw NUM(New Urban Male) went there to ask. the result is the same. their interview at Hereen! haiz, so i walk lifelessly toward the top floor of the shopping centre.

at the last floor, i saw tis veri shop. its black wif pink wordings. the shop name is "Tenchi" its a Japanese figurine shop. i walked in and asked if they needed people to work there. the person gave me an application form to fill in and started interviewing me. yah. i so happy of cos. the working hrs is 11am to 10pm. the salary is 1200. for me its ok la. since i need job so i dun care it pay how much lo. the person told me that the boos will called me in 2 days time. so i happliy go back home to wait. i waited for 3 days. the phone didn rang at all. so i went back to the shop aft waiting for 3 days. the person told me that the boss is overseas. he will be back on sat. then bo bian i wait again lo. until sunday, he still never called me. haiz

ytd went to golden village to ask for job. juz fill in application lo. then i went home liao. while i walking toward golden village, i saw seoul garden wanna hire full timer. dunno today wanna try soeul garden for the job anot. haiz haiz haiz. headache la. of there job around tampines i will take it for $1200. if wanna me go further to work, i hope can draw a salary of $1400~ $1500.

hmm, quite happy to see zz ytd. although ytd quite scare to see him, it turn out fine. haha, was angry and happy ytd during the meet after sending darlin home. complain abit of this and that then laughing at own joke and all haha.

think gonna complain something at home. ever since i reach home on friday, didn felt at home at all. some1 in the house showing attitude to me and he comment everything i do or sae. didn quite liked him. he won't sae so much at home, he noe he got no much stand at home but he keep commenting on me. pin pointing everything on me. even when darlin at home, he didn't give me any space to stand at the house. didn't put it to heart but if he continue to do this, i can't control my emotion more longer. since morning till now he commented 2 times, today dunno how many time he will complain and comment again.

this is the onli wk i being quite rude to him. every comment he sae i shoot directly back to him. something the day i m too lazy to sae him back. think he noe how to stop but NO!!! haiz.

another wk have gone. time and day getting near to the final dash in the race of 2 yrs. things have to do, has to do it fast b4 the end of the brotherhood life. from stranger to friend, from friend to buddies, some from friend to enemies and some from buddies to friends. things changes during the time u doesn't notice. ppl gain and lose at the same time. who noes, u may lose something impt to u in a second.

final things actually is a advice. don't get addicted to everything in life. got a cal from darlin juz now. some1 is doing things i dun like again. hope he dun get overboard. if not things i sae b4 will happen.

its been awhile since i blog. wanna take a short time to blog abt last wk de, but u cant find time for myself to do any. getting too bz b4 i end the life of being control. btw i fail my FTT on the 17th, so sad ritez haha. nvm i got a new date to pass my FTT in 19th may.

went for facial treatment at ching wei hse on 18th afternoon. getting my face oil pimple off. from 3 down to 1 oil pimple on the face liao haha. at the same time get a mask to get my face smoother haha, like gal lo but i dun care wat ppl sae. after facial, rush down to darlin hse for dinner wif her parent. i was veri late cos the bus la. haiz, so the whole family have to wait for me b4 they leave the hse for dinner. forget where is the place we have dinner but is not a unfamiliar hawker centre. after dinner went for a walk at "mustafa" (spell correctly?) . walk walk walk, b4 going back, we have "teh talei" and wat they cal "tissue prata". that day then i realise there a difference in "tissue prata" and "paper thosai". soon after finish, darlin father drive me home.

19th, went to retake my elder sister's gradation photo at bedok. yes retake, veri troublesome. the uncle technique not veri good but sae we not relax. so have to retake. the me in the pic is like 1 fatty but lump guy wearing a coat over it. so ugly kns. *angry*

24th, book out early and went to TD2 again. got angry wif my parent for not wanting me to go. at first dun wan to tell them where i going de, as i noe wats their reaction. in the end i happen to tell them then the conversation started.
mother: y muz go there?
father: there veri messy de!
father: no money liao still wanna go there spent money.
me: u all alway dun let me go here and there, than where i find friend?
me: alway dun let me go out at nitez, than got friend also won't ask me out.
5 min later......
mother: dun go till veri late.
i didn go long. abt 1plus i went home. cos kinda tire aft a long wk.

25th, did some downloading of games for psp then go darlin hse. y keep going to her hse? she having exam then dun wan her to waste time coming to my hse so take the initiative to go her hse lo. think nxt wk dun need go liao. haha o btw ytd nitez went to marina square for dinner at crystal jade kitchen. the dinner fill my stomach and darlin parent tot i dun have enough for dinner, keep asking me wanna have more anot. so paiseh lo. haha, erh aft a short walk then darlin father drive me home again.

26th, sitting in front of my comp blogging. yes i dun like going out on sunday. like to stay at home to have homemade dinner. actually i like homemade dinner rather then eating outside in restaurant or hawker centre.

the day is so weak for me. felt veri tire today. did lots of things yet little rest. haven been studying for my final theory test and yet the day is drawing near to my doom day. really really tire. o btw not going taiwan wif my parent anymore. they didn wanna go. haiz, can understand cos if we going, how much my parent going to pay? told them that i will pay for my hotel and expenses therebut asking them to pay for my ticket. hmm, nvm la, i fine wif it.

today U channel got 世界那么大. showing the life in japan and the worklife of people in japan. actually i been wanting to go japan to see and walk around. NOT BCOS OF STUPID NONSENSE!!!! really wanna see japan. haha yah, got money meh? OF COS no la. haiz. if can go japan, it will be my happiest day till now. not asking for anything!!!!

juz now blog half way, my comp shut off. dun feel like blogging liao

yeah, ytd clubbing not veri bad but i still dun like clubbing. hehe, got to take pic wif Eileen wee the lady frm army daze as "AH HUI". she veri hot lo haha!!! erh, dun think she acting liao. she maybe in the line of event organising. nvm abt that haiz!!!

aft St. James power hse, went to thai disco 2 again! was hungry so had a bowl of noodle outside the disco. i order pork noodle (soup) but didn relies is beef soup. so today have a veri pleasure day visiting toilet. dunno since when got this kind of problem, eating beef will have stomachache. ytd thai disco too many ppl. there not enough sit for every1. so a handful of us have to stand. hmm, i still like the thai disco performance. veri enjoying. if not for today i will not leave that early ytd. got called frm chng ytd saying wanna go pub or clubbing but pw dun allow. haha, nv la i also dun allow stef to go but the time will come soon. when every1 free, then go as a big grp n enjoy lo.

ytd slpt at 0130hrs. so today wake up at 1200hrs. was late meeting stef AGAIN!!! forgot to ask my mother to wake me up. so rush down to orchard. hmm, nothing much la walk long, tok alot, quarrel awhile, complain something n shop abit. while walking feel tire liao so suggest to watch movie. watch RACE TO THE WITCH MOUNTIAN. veri nice lei!!!! oh, have to sae this. ziv sae me lo. sae i nv buy present for my gf as today our anni. he say if he is her, he will break up wif me. kns, tml u dun ask us to meet to go camp. if not, u noe la hor!!!!!

OMG!!! left $120 in bank to last me till 10 april. i going to die liao. going for facial on 21st at ching wei hse, then got 3 march baby n 1 april baby b4 my pay. siao liao lo. think dun go out for the rest of the month til i got my pay. if not i going to eat shit liao. somemore wonderful things is my cousin baby 1 month old. haiz siao liao siao liao.

halo halo!!! today got big event at power house at abt 1930hrs. later meeting ziv n gang to go suntec IT fair. aft that go eat dinner at some random place then go over to vivocity. now raining, dunno wat time it will stop. i have to go out to meet them de lo. haiz!!!

tml celebrating 2yrs wif stef. confirm going to somewhere i dun like--- shopping!!! promise liao so juz go lo. maybe i will be the 1 going to buy things haha! hmm, going orchard shopping then have dinner there. i got the place to eat liao. is not veri expensive place but thinking abt my financal spending, is ex haha.

nxt sat going ching wei hse facial. jy gang going to east coast for cycling but not joining lo. bo bian! so i maybe free. my friend of mine is in the insurance line. i might buy the policy cos the benefit is not bad. i will find time to meet her to see her planning for me. it's a saving cum wat wat wat de. i forgot liao, once i meet her let every1 noe la. yah yah go back to facial thingy. it cost abt $28 than is at his hse. dunno how long will it take to cure my oil pimp!

oh, forgot to tell that i book my FTT liao. is on the 17 april so wish me luck k

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! rain so heavy how to go out? cant even see my opposite blk lo. go bath liao than go out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! roger out!

feel so tire, MUSCLE aching. not being exercising since start of the yrs. growing fatter at every second. my weight? secret!! not going to tell bcos i also cannot accept it myself but my weight nv hit 100kg that much so no worry.

due to the program today, i went to ziv de hse at ******. slp over at his place ytd nitez. dunno y, cant fall aslp when i m that tire. in the end, slpt at 2am in the morning. wake up at abt 4.30am in the morning.

today went for a small jog. the distance not veri long but i feel good for running that round wif out any difficulty. hmm cannot think properly now. brain going to dead due to leak of oxygen liao. i keep yawning. hmm today going to thai disco 2 to celebrate pt ong birthday. a grp of us going to wear long sleeve there to give pt ong face. slp slp slp!!!!! ZZZZzzzzzz

finally, this wk ended wif a beautiful smile. quite stress on planning the BBQ and have to thanks to those who help and support me when i too emo. there a lot things happen dasy b4 the BBQ. actually every1 have to come out wif a performance. there a few grp of ppl dun have any idea for the performance. i dun blame them wif out having any plan for the performance juz that wanna let every1 noe, "by planning a event wif out any program is ok but planning event wif out ppl out there is difficult". you can tell me that if u cant think of anything for the event but dun tell me u dun wan to think of anything for the event. btw got blame by this gang of ppl saying i being too bo liao for thinking this much thing. i can rmb is tis particular person told me this: "a simple BBQ, y must u make things so troublesome for every1". i won't forget how he told me de. juz rmb that one day same thing will happen to u.

got a few time quite sad to be angry wif this friend, sometime he gone too far so things changes between us. many other things is changing too. making every1 think that u r too proud to be some1 n u letting every1 think u control ur gang but not. nvm hope he understand, for now wait till then. i think i going to register FTT myself.

OK!! forget abt the bad memory. the BBQ is run smoothly la but sometime ppl thing that being together is a headache thing. so there a small grp of ppl i notice, nv wanna participate in any of game my gang plan for every1. sorry but i have to sae this, i hate that kind of ppl thinking too highly of themselves and nv put other in their eyes. AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

kana blame by friend for finding so 冷门 de song for our song guessing. haha 女人们的咖啡. thank wang, jw, hw, pt, yy, andes, wilson, ziv, kheng, hy, tts for their support and the idea they give me when i almost give up on the event. really thanks every1. MC veri pro which i can sae. bcos frm his daily behavour, i can't imagine he can stand out so well in front of every1. both the MC thanks. erh i have to specially thanks tts for helping me in the performance. althought i beg him la but thanks that he finally agree to play guitar for the opening and for the performance. thanks thanks!!!

hmm, 260209 took halfday to accompany hL to find auntie and all. yah stef sae she jealous cos she dunno when i will do the same for taking halfday specially to accompany her. as warn, the auntie wanted us to go for a product talk which i forgot to warned hL. since that, i will accompany her to the talk if she willingly to go. the talk dun need money but once they start their program, wallet have to open to let money flow out liao.

i got to go for a similiar talk wif a friend. i dun blame that friend for asking me to go but i m sorry that i have to reject her offer. haiz y today de talk like that de. haiz.....out!!!

song by Ronan Keating: When You Saying Nothing At All

i m so tire after a full day of duty. i get to slp less then 5hrs ytd. not complaining but wanna share to every1 that nothing is simple in this world. dun get it? nvm forget wat i sae.

got a BBQ tis wed at XXX place. i the organiser. veri stressful to work and think of the program at the same time. many ppl told me that everything will turn out fine on the actually day but will it? if nothing is plan, then wat can be done? i dun doubt my ability but given such short time to think of a fun and entertaining evening is not an ez task. hope wed is a fine day for me.

yah took halfday off to accompany hL to NTUC on thursday. i cant find a suitable day other then the coming thursday. wat time m i going to meet her? i dunno. i have to see that day program. think she going to find aunties for lunch. hope i can reach in time to join them. dun wanna let lady like her to wait if not i might have to retire early and buy coffin for myself HAHAHAHA!!! joking

veri tire but not feeling slpy. i think i going to fall sick soon. later go buy herbal tea for myself. HAIZ

got read my previous post ma? nvm, i wen to zz hse at abt 7plus. they had steamboat for dinner but i went there aft my dinner at home cos i dun wan to eat too much. getting too fat liao. i went there for abt an hrs i leave to pick my 大玲 back from her work. while waiting i went to water rise to buy potatoes "Q" for every1. oh yah btw zz de cousin jiaqi also at zz hse. she grown up liao lo. cannot compare the jiaqi i used to noe during my secondary school.

after sending her home, b4 i go back to zz hse, xy called to see where m i and luckily he came to pick me up haha. thanks xy!! hmm....once we reach there, they actually finish dinner. yah they left lots of food around. haiz!!! nvm the worst is i bought the potatoes "Q" then yah cannot finish of cos haha. went to zz room to lie down n all la, cos still veri tired.

then main subject come liao. seriously i dun wan to go zz hse for the steamboat de. there a reason cos there a guy name yuda. okay la, he quite friendly and sociable. i m fine getting along wif him juz that i not used to tok too much wif new friend and he tend to tok alot. that not the main thing!! he actually bring a lady who look quite pretty at the first sight but SHE IS UGLY IN THE INSIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE TIS KIND OF LADY. her attitude and character make me dun even wanna noe her name. ppl who noe me sure know wat i will do if there's a new pretty lady around the grp de. when she sae things abt us i was totally turned off that i wont wan to see her the second time.

she even make jy and jacin quite angry lo. think abt jacin, she veri friendly de also felt angry abt that lady. WTF!! i onli rmb 2 sentence of wat the bitch sae first is "WAH! so many ppl" (in the tone of "wtf, y so many ppl around?" "quickly go la!") xy n i hear tis. then the second sentence is "zuo zhi, you very good with girl hor?"(was hinting "want to leave anot?" "i shd be the onli lady around.") this sentence every1 heard! still ask me play mahjong kns. when zz mother appear, she act like "halo auntie, 你好。" hear liao also wan to slap her lo. then when zz mother tok abt 美女, she tot is her lo. luckily zz mother is toking abt herself haha!!

there still lot of ugly things abt that woman i dun wan to tok abt. hope i wont see her again. oh, btw if i dare to blog abt tis i dare to let other ppl see. so dun need to hide help me hide. at the same time i also scare of this and that lo. which is unforeseen circumstances so dun go around spreading k. haha!! haiz SUNDAY!

btw i find tis veri funny. thought ppl may have seen it b4 liao but i wanna share tis http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZeacjQbahPc

hmm.....ytd tasked to do some teaching to new guy....making me feel exhausted.

due to stef working, last wk celebrated Valentine day liao. so, today got date by my friend to go walk around in orchard and at the same time i went to repair my psp for free haha. yah yah, 2 guys walking on the big street letting every1 see haha. his name kiat la. went to meet him in the afternoon. got a stomachache and went to the toilet in wheelock place. after that go to far east shopping center to repair my psp then went to starbucks for an ice blended. before going there, saw some people doing some promotion for valentine day. i was looking around then the person shouted to me saying dun need to be GAY while he holding to a board wif some balloons writing "Free Hugs". i order a white chocolate mocha wif a dunno wat muffin and my friend ordered a chocolate cream chip. we went to have KFC after that and at the same time have a focus view of lady coming into the shaw house KFC. once have our lunch, went to bugis de kinokuniya to find my comic but unfortunely, the book shop dun carry the comic i want. feel so sad.

since they dun carry the book i want, we decided to go home. once we spilt up, my friend, ziv called to ask where we were. so i reply him only to disappoint him that we end the outing liao. soon later, the other friend, wang called. asking the same question. haiz,y didn they call earlier? so can have some fun ma, rather than having 2 guys walking on the street letting other people hav a laughing subject. oh, btw my friend scold me for not buying present for stef. kns, he going to get it from me on sun nitez.

later i think i have my dinner liao than go zz hse to join gang. a group of people wif out a date on valentine day. since i going to zz hse in pasir ris, muz as well go fetch stef home. she off work at 9pm. hope i wont be late la haha........

hmm....veri veri tire.....now still yawning......ytd when stef hse to play card.....cos her mother wanna play......n yq also there......he hor ask me abt LHL.......he also noe her cos lsat time he work in NTUC also........keep asking me abt LHL de thing haiz.........

wat m i going to blog abt??? haiz nvm la....i dun blog liao......lazy

HALO......CAN YOU STOP BEING SO GAY FROM NOW ON? DO U THINK EVERYONE CAN TAKE YOUR NONSENSE? THINK OK!!!! YOU ALREADY IN THE ARMY, A PLACE WHERE MAN GROW MATURE AND THOUGHTFUL. LOOK AT YOURSELF, WHAT DO YOU THINK? PEOPLE CAN TOLERATE YOU BEING LIKE THAT IN THE PAST BUT NOT NOW. CAN'T IMAGINE YOU REALLY IN ARMY. IF CAN'T PICTURE THE SITUATION, I WILL PICTURE IT FOR YOU. EXAMPLE: YOU BEEN ASKING OTHERS BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND TO JOIN THE GATHERING OR MEET UP YOU PLANNED. FIRST FEW TIME THEY WILL JOIN , THINKING IT WILL BE FUN BUT YOU MAKING THEM REJECTING YOUR OFFER. WHY IT IS SO? THIS WILL BE MY FINAL WARNING. DON'T SAY I NOT GIVING ANY CHANCE FOR YOU. STOP PESTERING MY GIRLFRIEND FOR ANY OF YOUR PLANS, ANY RESERVATION OR CALLING. IF I FIND OUT, SHE WILL BE HISTORY TO YOU ONLY. YOU HEARD THAT!!! IF YOU CANNOT FIND TIME FOR OTHERS, DON'T MAKE ANY. EVERYONE OUT THERE ALSO AS BUSY AS YOU. WHEN YOU ARE FREE, DOESN'T MEAN THE OTHERS IS FREE FOR YOU. FINAL WARNING.

so fire up when i hear news abt tis ytd...........nvm hope that guy understand. still having cough and flu......still cant get rid of it. tonight going jenny hse to celebrate cny. see that pic there? not i put de........haiz okok let it be there for a while k..........

tml quite bz...my cousin coming my hse but i will not be hoem since morning.....i going to help my friend n to earn some cash for my new phone.....morning go help my friend maybe till 2pm than ask stef to go my hse bai nian...awhile later i need to rush to downtown by 6pm...then maybe help till 9pm.......dunno how much will i get.....hope enough to buy a new phone haha....abt zz hse......somethin big happened to my beloved friend out there....so maybe not going zz hse liao......hope she will be fine......rmb it a part and parcel of life having tis thing happened....actually i feel more worry when i see her blog.........called my anytime

Happy CNY to all.

halo.....happy new yr to all.......not feeling the atmosphere of the new yr tis yr......some more sick........down wif cough flu n running nose.........tml worst have to go back to a boring place.........nvm

been sick for more than a wk.....think going to see doc liao........btw i trying to have a trip to zz hse since most of the ppl cannot make it on chu 2 as wat zz mother sae...........then fri i tot of going to zz hse at abt nitez time.....if possible than go to his hse have streamboat............but but his mother may not be at home......how?????? then better more is zz may not be at home........as wat i plan..........haiz

last yrs didn go bai nian due to some stupid duty.....this yrs went to catch up wif cousin.......knowing that i getting old liao......my nieces and nephews all grow up liao.....some grow n went sec1 liao lo.........last time use to play and take care of them de lo.....haiz so sad.......time doesn wait for any1...........

today go a few hse onli.....then go anywhere same qns came out.......WAH!!! u grow liao hor??? YES!!! i grow fat liao haha......the other qns is ur gf lei....nv come wif u? haiz chu 1 how to come wif me? she also got cousin ma......unless she orphan lo haha.......

haiz still coughing........somemore stomach also hungry................................................................go eat?

haiz.....spend my time ytd doing nothing at all........so sian than tot i can online find jy or chng.....in result they not around............so sad lo

nvm...YES today stef abandon me for another guy.......so i bo bian to go shopping wif my parents............erh new yr drawing near......
so today morning went to buy new yr goodies lo.........veri sian la....but cannnot dun go.......today take mrt there....wif parent................mother keep wanting to change to the new ez link but we stop her la......cos veri hungry in the morning.......eat at the market.....than go walk walk.,........go to temple.......erh for the info, i actually dun like to take joss stick de but nvm la.......久久一次 o and.......i saw tis long long thing ......we called it 'qian'.......curious la....so go try......that thing not ez to shake hor........shake to hard everything come out.....shake too lighty....haha nothing come out.......th strength and the mind muz be there to shake the thing.......i shake quite long lo........FINIALLY!!!!! come out.......so delighted........haha

i got qian 90..........i ask for money lo.......as usual la.....than go take paper...........description :"Glad tidings come from above. All of a sudden, treasures of Mt. Tai at your disposal. To inquire or marvel at this good news, best to proceed as many helpers are around." there another phase here: "One should have many helpers as one will have lots of food, money and clothing, etc."

actually i dun really understand la....but i think is a good qian cos the paper write good interpretation. so i told my mother.......since tis is good abt me than i shd continue on my coffee shop dream hahahahahahahaha................

aft that, we went to a shop near the temple..........selling all the statues of Buddha.....aft going to the shop, i quite angry......cos all the price tag is hang on their hand and clip on the leg.......is like they have no freedom lo...........i tell my brother and he also agree.....haiz so rude

mother buy lots of clothes today..........she so happy lo........sae dun wan to buy........than passby a shop, sae the shirt veri nice....go try n then buy.......awhile later walk pass another shop seeing a better shirt.....go back to the previous shop, see got the same pattern anot........sae wanna change......yes change liao saw the pants veri nice.......than buy lo...........like that win liao lo......once the shopping of clothing is done.........off to the market to buy new yrs goodies..............

haiz tis yrs the timing for every1 is not veri gd lo.........most of the ppl i noe not going to be free for hse visiting.....the most bz person --> Lim not going to be free on the chinese new yrs cos she wont be in sing.........so sad ritez.......but she will be around on the 29th jan to 1st feb.........so at least chng can study for her exam too while celebrating chinese new yr.........the plan is not confirm yet.........so be patient k.......i will plan for every1 to arrive at zz hse de ok......haha sorri zz using ur hse again.....but tis time is ur mother ask us to go de hor......dun sae i nv ask.........especially jy....huh everytime sae i toking abt my 风观事......is real okay......u hurt my little small heart lo.....hahahahahaha

yeah coy best.....got off to use..........

this whole wk feel so empty lo.......got nothing to do......maybe its coming to the end........btw i got some new nick within the coy....ppl call me PPCIC and LOCCB........i dun think u all wanna noe wat is it hahahahahahahahaha.........

yeah learn guitar till my finger can tahan the pain caused by the string............still cant play a single song....trying my best to learn the chords and the position of the finger.......getting new song to learn when free.......haiz nothing to do........

yah....suddenly dream of lena.....a friend frm pri sch.....ppl like mh sae i like her during my pri sch life.....do i?????? i also dunno....nvm go back to the topic.......as i was saying.......i dream of her....i dunno y la...but she juz happened to come into the pic.......than hor i sms her.......cos is so strange lo..........wat happened nxt is, i got to noe that she going aust in feb the 17th........n she told me that she juz confirm of going not long onli lo........."telepathy!!!" haha ok......like that lo....so dunno wanna meet up wif other to send her or to ask her as a date cos she dun mind.......... "ps:she giving me chance?" haha....kk relax.....every1 dun be angry ok....i veri faithful de hor.......although sometime veri nonsense la

wtf.......kns my hotmail got problem......i check wif my brother......i the onli 1 in the hse cannot read mail, delete mail and reply mail......how??????? wats wrong? so stupid lo........y like that de.......then i think my mail box will be floated by nxt week......haiz so stupid.....stupid technology..........WTH!!!!!!!!!!

ytd when to watch movie la....than got some unhappy scene between us........nvm abt that........eerh watch bedtime stories........i love it but dunno abt her la.........wanna watch the new show abt the fish de.......i think is like of same as nemo......so nv plan to watch it..........nvm all is abt me ytd...........so stupid

it was a stress week...it a new start of the yrs.....so there many other thing have to be done in the end of the week......

i have guitar lesson by tian sheng.........learn till my finger going to crack lo....haiz but ok la.....i learn to play chords......haha soon can play a song by myself...........

byw i got company best haha.....thanks to me hahahahahahahhahahaha

haha.....ytd went to wild wild wet the veri first time.....my virgin for wild wild wet......it fun la but the entertainment there is not that much lo.......if i not wrong onli got 4 of 5 thing to play there onli.......y i go there? cos my cousin in thailand came.....than i book chalet for them to share lo.....at least is cheaper then any of the hotel we noe......than the chalet come wif 6tic of either wild wild wet or escape theme park.........so we choose to go wild wild wet la.....showing off my BEAUTIFUL body there........total of 10 ppl........got 6 free tic, 2 nebo card holder, 1 senior citizen and 1adult have to pay full amount.........

o forgot to sae.......my cousin, her mother, then my cousin bf's mother n the bf's sister....total of 4 lady came from thailand...........than go stef, my bro, 2 sister my sis bf n me lo....so there a total of 10 ppl.........n spend abt S$41.00 for the entrance fee...........aft the wild wild wet session.....we have bbq lo.........than my cousin dunno y so hyper.....keep taking pic.......haiz

today they go sentosa...than going to bring them to eat zhi cha.........too bad cant join them.....today got an impt event to do..........3 wk liao......finally have to go back to that place........so sad........btw tml they going back to thailand liao........abt 1 to 2 month later.... another cousin from thailand coming again......this time is husband n children coming together........i think some heard me talk abt them b4......this couple is the thailand lady marry an Amercian.......the Amercian nv knew my cousin....is like love in first sight.......than the guy woo her for 7days....n there......marry veri happily n have 4 kids.........................yah yah my wkend going to get burn if they coming but i'm alright they come la..........haha

yah time have come for me to leave this wonderful n laughable blog liao........btw is there a word call "laughable"? haha

halo every1.....happy new yrs.....may life be smooth and steady in this 2009........resolution? haha erh.....hope that my hand quickly regain strength............that all.....then earn money lo......my pay now too little haha......

hmm ytd i slp at 5am in the morning....cant fall aslp........than wake up at abt 11.30am......today going to sent zz to brunei....at T2? i dunno is near BK haha........haiz got a veri strange dream.....i dreamt of going oversea wif chng lim n pw again......in he dream i noe i dreaming......but i cant wake up......veri funny hor......xy stop laughing........the dream is we go dunno where....than they keep wanting me to go.....somemore the place happened in my dream is in the airport......dunno where i got my money.........n dunno where my luggage suddenly appear frm.......worst is my passport near to overdue.......n i still able to pass n take plane...........wield ritez......siao de lo.....

yah....ytd when countdown wif esther, jacin, ml, jy, rach, zz, xy n me lo.......go eat new york new york.....go beach countdown n go airport.......haiz taxi fare veri ex..............today going send zz.....tml my cousin frm thailand coming.......3 straight day in airport......haiz.........

yah i buy 4d........3307.....the number open 3372 haiz.........if not i will be veri rich liao......so sad