你走天桥我走地下道

阳光照耀不到你的心 像冰冷冷的地窖
把我心燃烧 也得不到拥抱
所有争吵 让一切的美好停在我的手表
慢慢的消耗 消失的每分每秒
把你握牢却捏碎了
真心无法做比较
就算我爱的很霸道
看你走上了天桥 我走下了地下道
你和我的爱情 就遗落在街角
看你越过分隔岛 我转进单行道
一路把过去甩掉 忘了曾经说过要一起到老
你说过要一起到老
你的声音我听不到
你的美好我看不到
你的爱情我等不到
所有争吵 让一切的美好停在我的手表
慢慢的消耗 消失的每分每秒
把你握牢却捏碎了
真心无法做比较
就算我爱的很霸道
看你走上了天桥 我走下了地下道
你和我的爱情 就遗落在街角
看你越过分隔岛 我转进单行道
一路把过去甩掉 忘了曾经说过要一起到老
我的眼睛已模糊失焦
在这条曾说过 要一起走的幸福大道
看你走上了天桥 我走下了地下道
你和我的爱情 就遗落在街角
看你越过分隔岛 我转进单行道
一路把过去甩掉 忘了曾经说过要一起到老

Poem of Love Lost

You left me wondering around
No longer do I feel safe and sound
Stumbling on your favorite blue shirt
Cant keep in all of this hurt
I loved you so damn much
That now I cry for your touch
That no longer comes my way
No matter how much I beg and pray
Into my bed I crawl alone
Just to smell your colonge
It was a week ago since you said goodbye
But your smell still lingers by
It fills my body with such distress
Turning me into a total mess
You didnt think of what you would do to me
All you wanted was to be free
So me being stupid I opened the door
I let you through and cried even more
I closed it shut and heard you leave
Footstep heading away from me
You say that we werent meant to be
How do you dare say that to me
I hold my broken heart in my hand
Trying to keep it together the best I can
But no matter how much glue I use
I still cry and feel abused
For in this prison called my room
I keep memories of me and you
They haunt me every second of the day
I just wish this pain would go away
I gathered all your things today
Put them in a box and hid them away
But I kept something to make me smile
I found it and took it from the pile
A picture of you holding me
A memory of what we used to be

Universal Studio in Singapore

Went Universal Studio in Singapore (USS) with peers.

Start of the day, of cause a picture of the ball!!!

Bodyguard of the day.

2 beautiful pose from the ladies.

Castle of Far Far Away.

King's size man in King's seat

ZZ act cool only!! spoilt the picture lo!!

the poncho gang!!

ZZ trying to *BLOW* himself up.

Couple?? HAHA!! No or maybe not yet!!

*Shy*

Haha!! I also dunno what I am doing.

oh.....like model only!!

dunno wat zz plannig to do to me with his tongue out.

2 idiot!!

Majestic Anubis, Ancient Guardian

zz and I tot is a tea cup rided.

last rided of the day. a boring one.

段背山

Extra fireman,with the fat king and the cute witch!!

one of the very few grp picture

night verison of the ball!!

End the day with fireworks

This week will be damn busy for me. now already getting tire and today is just wednesday. Going Universal Studio of Singapore with peers. Once planed to go with you. hmm....

Suddenly felt, without you around, I feel free. Not saying that you are stopping me or something but....cannot explain. Maybe getting use to singlehood. Still do miss you but nothing can change now. You are once very important to me. Maybe soon, you will get someone better, someone u can read his mind. Maybe, we will never see each other again. Seeing your friends, keep me thinking of you. How are you doing? How are you coping with your studies? Still worry about your pimple? I wonder. Thank you so much!! Love....

说了再见

Who Says

Dearest

Trying

Today, trying to ask her out for a movie date. Wanted to watch Kung-fu Panda 2. Notice that, she a;ready watch it with her friends. Well, when I found out she watch it already, I turn from sad to terribly sad. It spoilt my mood the whole day. I actually smoke a lot today. Haiz. Life!!

At least, we did ask me for a lunch date but it will be in July. When the school start around July, I will be damn busy. I don't think I will have time for anything. I just want to see you for a whole day. Companying me for a day and the part that I wish you advice birthday because I got no time and may be going oversea during that time.

It been 6 months since break up. I give myself this period of time to cool myself down and start to move on after that. It will be 曾经爱你最深的我，跟你说声再见。Still don't know what I can do, that's why I hope to meet you this month and pass you something. Well, since you are fully pack with program, than I will not spoilt your plans. It just fate to be this way.

Beside talking about this, there is another thing that make me so angry till I scold vulgar language in front of customers. Just because of a colour, orange, the customer actually hang up my phone 3 time. She is damn so rude. I curse her future kid don't have an asshole. I was very angry, I called back the customer and hang up the phone on her and just walk out of the shop and smoke. haha!! Haiz. Think need to sleep.

Thanks for everything my dear love. Will never forget the time we spent, do and play. I regret of letting you go in the first place and regret of not treating you well. 再见以后，在也不会是以前你认识的我。