do enjoy this

因为，就是，如此

因为我们的改变，
改变了周围的事。

就是没有想象，
想象变成事实。

如此的变化，
变化了我们。



王景贤之言语

当你觉得你的伴侣很烦或讨厌，
想想当出是为什么跟他在一起。

Letter to you

Dear Recipient:

How have you been? I believe is good. Didn't know what happened when you meet jy and Chng. I didn't ask anything of the meeting. Still think I am childish on this. I don't believe you all didn't talk about me. :)

My sister just came back from Italy. She bought me a bag. Didn't dare to ask her to buy anything for you. She is not angry with you, she and my parent did hint me on you, especially my father.

Looked at some of your pictures in Desmond's blog. Not stalking on you, just seeing how have you been. You went back wearing contact lens? Okok!! I think I ask too much. You seen prettier. No chance for me to envy the beauty.

Thinking of you lesser by a day. For me, hmm....yah been good. coping with my studies, friends and my life. Thinking of getting oversea to continue study. Didn't get to think of going oversea when you are with me. Believe you will hate me but now, I think is better for me to go oversea.

Know some of girls in my CDS, Transnational Studies(TNS). Stayed in Temasek Green for a week. Got to cooked for everyone. A lady, secretly take my picture when I eating. 2 lady ask for my number but only give one of them. There is a lady in my class, giving me a feeling of you. The differences is the face and voice. Other than that, everything is the same. Hairstyle, shirt, talking manner, height and the cheeks.

Seen the lyrics I post? Yah, didn't get to play it for you and I don't think you will spend a lot of time listening to radio. So, copy and paste the lyrics on the post.

Friends around me keep asking me to open a new account for Facebook. I rejected their request. Remember you saying that I don't have the patient not using Facebook. Haha!! Not because of that then I don't want to open or re-activate the account. There is still lots of reasons behind it.

Oh, I change my phone to iphone 4. I got myself white iphone4. You?? Think your contract is over too. When are you getting iphone? Kungfu Panda 2 is out. I still remember you say want to watch it together. It's ok if you are going or watched the movie with your friend, I am ok. I think I going to skip that movie if I am not watching with you.

Talk a lot. I don't know you will read anot but I am walking out slowly. Even if it take 5 to 10 years, I am still walking out slowly. Don't worry about me. Please help me wish your parent well. Wish you well too. Love!!

Sincerely,
Jing Xian

What Are Words

Chris Medina – What Are Words Lyrics

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I’ll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you’ll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don’t mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they’re only for good times
Then they don’t
When it’s love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we’re gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I’m meant to be where I am
And I’m gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I’m gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don’t mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they’re only for good times
Then they don’t
When it’s love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we’re gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I’ll be there
And I’m gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I’m forever keeping my angel close

Wish You Were Here

AVRIL LAVIGNE - Wish You Were Here lyrics

I can be tough, I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all
There's a girl that gives a shit
Behind this wall you just walk through it

And I remember

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
Right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

(Chorus)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
(I wish you were here)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)

I love, the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say it like it is
And the truth, is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
Right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

(Chorus)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
(I wish you were here)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I, never wanna let go
Let go oh oh (x2)

(Chorus)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you here, here, here
(I wish you were here)
Damn! Damn! Damn!
What I'd do to have you near, near, near
(I wish you were here)

说了再见

周杰伦 - 说了再见
作词：方文山 作曲：周杰伦

天亮了 雨下了 你走了
清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了

想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 不到
我假装过去不重要
却发现自己办不到

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
若角色对调 你说好不好

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

天亮了 雨下了 你走了
清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了

想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 不到
我假装过去不重要
却发现自己办不到

说了再见 才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
若角色对调 你说好不好

你的笑 你的好 脑海里 一直在绕
我的手 忘不了 你手的温度
心碎了一地 捡不回 从前的心跳　
伤心过去 我无力逃跑

说再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱一分一秒都好

Hi, I am back. Back to being myself? Not exactly. Been pushing myself not to think of her. These few days, got a lot of couple surrounding me. How I really wish that you are just right beside me. Saying something sweet that make you smile.

I have this thought of asking you out for a date. Then I remember you said this: "Even if I go out with you, you won't say anything. I must as well stay at home." That's me, uncontrolled feeling.

I called CHNG yesterday. What she say is right. When I got the chance to get you back, I didn't do anything to it. I just let it be. It is the timing that I caught wrongly.

Since my sister wedding, most of my cousin told me this, "贤，你的就是你的。跑不掉的。" Since then, I got the feeling that I will be back with you IF I do something to it. I been thinking, what should I do? I really really afraid I will do something that will make you decide that I am a pest!! How should I phrase it?

Still afraid that you will be someone else. Not that I won't congrat you but I hope I am the only one for you.

Oh, I dye my hair for my sister wedding. You won't have the chance to see it but I will get my sister wedding picture to show it here. Some people say I look like 'Ah Beng'. Hah, who care!!

I believe u remember that today is my sister's wedding. I feel kinda of drunk!! Today is a day of Q&A. A lot of my cousin ask where are you. I have to break the sad news to them. Talk a lot about you.

There a cousin of mine, ask me what happen and I told her everything. Same reaction as it is, she say is like a drama series. While talking to her, we actually go into detail of it. How would I feel? I get myself hard liquor and talk. I feel drunk before that and I kept drinking. I think you should know, when you are quite drunk, you can't control you emotion. I am surprise I can control it while the tears is about to roll!!

I imagine that how would you feel if you attend the church wedding today. It's so holy and grand. I can imagine that you will feel so jealous and request this and that for our wedding. Holding my arm and leaning on my shoulder. I will try to push you away but you keep grabbing my arm!!

Haiz!! I am really tired!! Really tire!! I hope to get a stick to destress!! miss you darlin!! Believe you won't see this at all!!