hello!! haiz! i finally can relax. been having some slpless days. yesterday was my school CCN day. i forgot abt the full name of the event but is some carnival. its to help the ppl in need, earn some cash for them.

everything started 2 week ago when we decided to make cookies in "M" hse. after all the discussion, sat is the first day we went "M" hse to start the first batch of cookies making after we got some order and money from our customer.

alot of thing have to be done b4 go start the baking. first is buy all the things we need. like the ingredient, entertainment and food(that's for me). the ingredient is flour, butter, caster sugar, choco chip and eggs.

i not going into the making of the dough la, is abit too wu liao. after making the dough, we make the first batch of big cookies for the order. i make the icing for the writing of wording for the big cookies. everyone in the group tot i veri good in making cookies cos i work in famous amos but i m not. i not superman. i can onli trail and error to make them happy. haha. sat we do some of the cookies and wasted lot of time due to the waiting of cookies baking. as we got onli 1 oven. aft that day, some of us decided not to go home and went study together. there "B" and "P". we send "P" home while "B" drive "P" home wif me along. "P" take 10 min to take a bath and take all the book we need. after that, "B" send me home to bath and pick my things up. soon after, we reach "B" hse. he went to bath while we wait in the living room. that time was abt 1230 in the morning. no one was tire at that time. when "B" is out, tot that we leaving, he took out some food in the kitchen where "B" mother cook for him as dinner."B" took the food to the living room where we was sitting then he sit near us and start eating.

aft "B" dinner, we went off to.........coffee shop for supper. haha aft supper, really went to study. for abt 2 and a half hrs. aft that we went prawning!!!! haha. for abt 1hrs plus. go back "B" hse to collect some item and the back to "M" hse. (i skip some part of the story. i getting tire of typing).

went we reach "M" hse, everone start to get tire. "C" was no where to be found. he been called back to camp for moblisation which we dunno until that evening. so we start off wif out him. do and do and do, ppl start to fall aslp. left wif "M" and me doing the cookies. that day was "M" birthday too. so during the nitez, we celebrated "M" birthday wif her parent. aft that we went off. i also went home to slp.

monday, we delivery the cookies to sch and send out all the order for that day. aft that day, i got even more order. comment was the cookies is nice, the cookies is beautiful. so we make other arrangement to to bake the cookies. this time was in "C" hse. due to some unforeseen circumstances, we took awhile to start making cookies. i was working when thing happened. i didn ask much. when i reach there, thing get rolling already. so i join in and continue the cookies in the making. everyone have e math quiz in the morning but i dun as i exempted.we went to sch. i didn wan to take the quiz but since i in sch, just muz as well take the test. it cause no harm to me.

aft sch, we all went home. too slpy. fall aslp when i didn notice. when i woke up, i realise some homework need to be submited on fri. i start my work when i woke up from my nap. is abt 7plus. of cos i took my dinner. when i finish, the time is 4am. i quickly rush to my bed and slp. "P" was working in the homework too. we helped each other though the net.

since the first lesson is math, i skip that hrs and went sch b4 the next class start. feeling so tire, actually skip some of the lecture on that day. aft school when to make cookies again. make them till morning again. go sch, there, the event reach the climate. sold out all the cookies of my group hard work. veri well done. got some profit. now still need me to finish counting the expenses. i haven start the counting. i m too tire till i actually late for work today. nvm, at least now i m here typing haha.

hello once again. it's rare for me to be online at this time. just got to finish the work that the lecturer give us. i starting to wonder, am i really fit to work and study now? before the school start i been looking forward to work. now the school start, i felt more willing to go school then work. actually i scare of going to work. when i go work, i think of my homework, the time i wasted on working for that extra cash. if i dun get a GPA of 4 in this sem, i dunno wat action i will take to improve my study. someday ago, i really hope that weekend dun come. cos i will focus more on work then homework. somemore the term test coming. i dunno wat i going to do. christmas coming too. i got no time for my friends, girlfriend.

maybe quiting is a good idea but where can i get money from? my mother? i dun wish to. it been 6yrs of working and living on my own. no extra cash, got work got money, no work no money. maybe i shd go back NTUC to work. it may not be that stressful and i can plan my schedule as i like.

if i do that, then effort from steven will gone to waste. he intro me to this job and i promise to work till i finish poly. if i quit now, i feel guilty.

PRIDE, TIME, MONEY. i can't lose 1 of them. i can't be selfish. will see how it work out after the my school CCN Day.