This may sound the same but yeah, it really been awhile from my last post. Never try to make myself busy but I am really busy for this while. Kind of like things keep popping up around me for me to handle.
Past months, been going to the airport for a few times. Sending people off. For example, my sister going Canada to work for a month, Sun Wei go back to china for good and Naiden go back after her service in Famous Amos for a year. Sheila also going back soon after a year of service here. Can't say that is sad for them to leave or happy for them to leave. It's like both of the feeling is there. They did a good job in helping us, managing the shop and all. Bringing laughter and fun to the shop. It's a kind of a special memories that will stay forever. I believe, we may not meet again but at least everyone will be remembered.
Before Naiden go back, people who cares actually asked what happen to me and Naiden. I am in no position to say but if she told someone, which mean she trust that person. Is kind of complicated. So I not going to talk about it. Haha!!
Well, feel like I been reminding myself of Stefenie again. Past months,been things about her. For example her birthday, her father's birthday and her mother's birthday. Before her parents birthday, is my birthday. The first time after 8 years in different relationship, celebrating without a girlfriend. I didn't realize till Jessica making fun of me.
Just came back from Genting for a short getaway. This time I went with a calm and relax mind but come back with sorrow feeling. Yeah, reminding of her again. When I get there, I just feel cold due to the weather. Going casino with my parents and trying to get my $5K. Everything started when I saw the hotel room. It remind me of a lot of things that we plan to do. Like going oversea together, having kid that I will train them to be army soldier, your future bedroom and all. Now, I am planning for a trip to Philippines with my colleagues.
Today is my father birthday. I think you have forgotten his birthday. Seriously many things happened. I found myself being immature in taking care of you. Didn't let you have chance to understand me more. Thanks to my pride, principle and discipline action. Was still wondering is it too late that I regarded? My family don't dare to speak of your name in front of me.
Hmmm...times really flies. 1 and a half month more, it will be a year broke up. Karen told me that I should wish her well. Hoping she will get someone better than I. The fact is she is telling me what I am thinking. But nevertheless, to me, whatever meant to happened will happen. I may not be able to forget you but I am slowly adapting to life without you.
By the way, I watched the movie that we wanted to watch on our first broke up. I should have insist on watching the movie. Then, maybe things won't turn out this way. Maybe you should watch it yourself. It is a good movie with good story line. If you don't know which movie, than never mind. It is meant to be a kind of memory to me for the first broke up.
OKAY, been talking too much about her. Come on, life need to carry on. kind of late already. Good night!!
