The pain is still there. I cannot bend my toes. When I see your picture on facebook, I seem happy. Seeing you smiling like use to be, I am delighted. How I wish I can take picture with you again. I think I don't talk already. I need to ease the pain.

Oh yah, I didn't know that she like small pig and she like going concert. Haiz!!! I love you. I don't know you can feel it anot but I still care and love you. Wishing to have our own family with you. Yah, going emotional again!!!