Today....nvm

After today paper, went out with jenn, cal, sel. We went to Soeul Garden for celebration and they talk about me. Complaining this and that about me being emotional. I can't do anything to control myself.

Been in Soeul Garden for about 2 hours. After eating, we went to arcade. Play some stupid game. After playing, decided to go for bowling. I didn't expect myself to get such a low score.

Now at home, thinking of why am I at home. Why can't I just call her to talk to her. She asked me do not think so much. To her will still be a special day. If is a special day, why are we like that? I cannot stop thinking. The mark of 4 years. THE MARK OF 4 YEARS!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This place is the only place I can let everything out. Don't feel pity of me, I do not stand that high price for you.

The drama in channel 8 talk so much about what I feeling now. There a sentence Jialing said: "因为爱，就放手。" There is another drama in the afternoon, the song sing this: "因为有你，我才相信爱情。" Yah, I being TOO emotional liao. Yes, I won't think too much!! I not blaming you, blaming myself of not treating you well when I have a chance. Didn't give myself enough time to show you how much I love you, how much I care for you, how much I want you to irritate me. It's all over, just today only, emotional abit more. A few more hours, will strike 12. It will be all over. OVER!! How I wish you will call me...