Was damn so tire. Did alot of things in the camp. haven't have enough slp but had never miss the period of missing her. I regret for saying something hurtful to her but I really have to step out of it. Trying to hate her to the fullest, which is impossible. Trying not to contact her at all. I wish she will still come back to me but I really know and realise that is impossible. I still love you.

If I have a last sentence to say to this world, I will say I love you. If I need to put a limit to that sentence, I will put a 10000 years. My birthday wish from now on, is wishing you have a good and happy life. Hmm...think I am really useless, thought I am very tire to cry, but the tear just roll down without my control!!!!